don't look down

It affects every single realm of my life.  Every moment of my day.  What I wear, where I go, how I walk, how I perform… this feeling follows me everywhere.

death

Sue's sister just died on Glee.  I usually get this really awkward feeling whenever someone dramatically dies on TV.  I take that time as my cue to go pee or powder up.  All of that emotion makes me uncomfortable... an inability to connect with it all makes me queasy.

but lately, whenever i even think of death, i think of the loss i would feel if M.S. ever died - and I can literally feel my heart break, and my throat swell, and my eyes burn, and my entire body heat up.  I can see myself not wanting to continue on.

Anyways whatever.

Love is really intense.

Fun fact: did you know Icarus was actually trying to touch the sun's tits when his wings melted off? It's true. Don't bother looking it up, but that's exactly what happened. He was hoping to tear off a nipple to use as a flame-shield.


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